Emotionless Stranger
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Emotionless Stranger Just my thoughts and reflections whilst im passing by... "Worship Allah as if you see him, And be in the world as if you were a stranger or someone traversing a way..." (Sahih Muslim)
My Thoughts... Saturday, July 16, 2005 Am I Evil Like You? Assalaamu alaykum You came back, bringing with you that nasty atmosphere you left with. That nasty feeling that was around before you went. I duno, I thought things would change, maybe your attitudes and ways would change,maybe you'd change, but hey, tough people dont change do they? Well my anger towards you came back too. I realised things between us wouldnt change and it got me pissed. I had no time to dwell on the whys and whats but one thing I knew was its life and I have to deal with it. Your ways and behaviour puzzled me. I didnt understand how people could be as such. But it was clear that it was all evil. I silently said to myself, well if thats the way you are, I shall be evil too. How id be like you I didnt know, coz it wasnt in me to be like that. I didnt know how to behave badly towards people in a malicious way. I had never done bad to anyone intentionaly, it wasnt in me to hurt others. But I knew it took two to play the game and I sure as hell was going to be the player to roll the ball with you. Later on, I went to my room to read. Reading is my sanctuary as you already know. As I opened my magazine; yes- an Islamic one, I do read them too, the first words that blared into my face were: "Oh my Son" Evil is not overcome with evil. Set off two fires and see if you can put one out with the other. Evil is overcome with good, Like fire is put out with water." Luqman the Wise. These words, I felt were written just for my sake. This message was mine. Something out there was telling me I couldnt change, just like you cant either. I cannot make myself be, what I aint. The only way to hopefully get rid of that barrier, or that stone on the path would be to act good to you. I guess life is full of lessons, every step we take on our journey through life teaches us a new lesson and this was mine, when I had taken that step. Emotionle s s~Stranger passed by on ; ``____x 6:50 PM
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